God is the giver of time, and God can decide to bless you or punish you or set you free.

Thank you Julius for the email. I know what I did with my time and if God decide to reward me for what I did with my time nobody should be jealous because I work very hard for everything that I wanted in my life to have meaning for God to bless me. I think you should stop worrying about what people think about you and focus on the the things you need to start doing with your time before it is too late to do so. Time is the highest currency and when it is lost you can't get it back. My regards to your family.